Updates Bout Ma Life

Ssup cool beans. It's rly been a while. Sorry, it's not that I don't have time to update. I just feel lazy af.. since dh sambung belajar!!! >< tada~ dh sambung belajar yall, aisyah dh besar! :D So, since ade cuti sebulan ni.. I've decided to post lah.. saje kumpul banyak2 cite.. kan best article panjang2 daripada sikit2 cenonet. Oh yes. so.. imma begin my story in 3.......2.......1........ :D



      My previous post ade cakap psl bucket list after SPM kan? well guess what. 90% tak buat pun HAHAHAHAHA. but still dlm wish list jugak la. sbb skrg pun kire 'lepas SPM' kan? ^^ so ya been working on it. Okay so gini, I did applied for work, kerja kt Petronas area aku la.. and alhamdulillah. dpt... so i worked there for 3 months starting from 1st Jan, yes, hari pertama dh triple huhek. tapi anda silap besar jika anda fikir gaji saya masyuk! tidakkkk sama sekali ya. so nk cite la. jadi cashier ni.. kene pandai congak. alhamdulillah berkat amek tusyen kt skola dulu + cikgu maths simpang mmg boek. saya pandailah congak. if x reti congak, bawaklah calculator iyaaaa. my mom slalu pesan klu nk bagi change kt customer kira elok2, hati2, buat 2/3 kali bru bagi. jangan gopoh2, the customer can wait lor, chill :3 okey nk cite kenapa gaji x masyuk ni sebab. short cam babi. hari2 -20 mati la aku. i was like dehek. mcm mana boleh short hari2 ni. even though dh kira baki byk kali.. still short. so i've decided to do an investigation.. and guess what. tat ta naaa~~~ boss2 tu la yg buat aku short. ok boss ni cite lain pulak. usually, satu gas station.. mesti la sorg je kan majikannya. tapi di sini, TIDAKKK SAMA SEKALI YA. majikannya... ada.. 4 la kot. ok aku nk cite. petronas ni firsttt skali kepunyaan seorang hamba Allah yg bernama Sarep(bukan nama sebenar). and then he died. but before he died, he actually wanted to bagi his kids jaga. but time tu his kids were still young, so he had to serahkan gas station tu to his sibs. ade 2 orang. and then aft years passed. bru la anak2 dia jaga petronas tu, BUT. the old bosses won't let go oso. so agak.. complicated di situ. so skrg ade 4 bosses kan which are Samdul(anak first arwah boss), Muslim(anak ke 5/6 kot. diserahkan kt dia sbb dia ade ilmu business XD), 3rd boss, Bernab(adik 2nd arwah boss) and Nazim(adik 3rd boss) there u go! 4 bosses all together. but. nazim ni ade.. dlm 4 anak au, currently studying, but at the same time, they got paid too. PELIK KAN, they got paid 900 a month. dorg dh la x slalu keje situ, sejam seminggu je kot. tapi dibayar lagi tinggi drpd kitorg yg keje 8 jam kt situ. memang kimak. (pardon my curse words, i'm pissed af) and even aku dah behenti pun, they still continue buat cmni. srsly la, they'd go bankrupt camni. dgn sistem dorg cam taik. ahh mls nk cite dh. so yeah dh 3 bulan kt situ cukup la bagi pengajaran kt aku.. aku xleh keje situ dah xD. NOOPE. NEVAH. EVAH.



     Oh ya, dapat result SPM time 16/3 ritu. time tu still keje lagi ar. since my school is a bit far drpd rumah, mintak cuti ar and alhamdulillah DAPAT YALL AYYY NAE NAE xD Alhamdulillah, dapat okey je. tak expect dapat byk cmtu, cus i rly nubz af. okay ar, cukup syarat klu nk mohon course yg aku suka. ya guys know kan i studied kat mana.. sekolah agama.. and guess wht did i put first choice? xD MUSIC! idgaf lah org nk cakap apa. reason why i chose music bcus i like music sangat2. it reflects my soul. Other than that, sebab it's not as complicated as other courses (ni tanggapan paling salah sekali!)and the third reason sebab senang nk apply since i have basic music knowledge and.. stable SPM results. so a big chance dpt la. and alhamdoooolillah, dapat :) rezeki Allah tu luas, memang bersyukur dapat. rasa takut gila kot x dpt sbb i really screwed up the interview xD i played like shit, and everything lah like shit, but as i said, rezeki Dia luas.. :) so.. msa dapat tu you had nooo idea how happy i was. nampak je the word 'tahniah' terus melompat and jerit cam taik >< and i went straight to my mom and told her the happy news >< and then my dad balik he was like 'wow, dapat syah... bestnyeee belajar music' >< yeaaa. Everyone didn't expect i get it, yela sebab ramai gila kot yang hebat2, gifted2, and then there's my name >< omg happy gilossss. so since dh dpt.. 21/5 tu masuk uitm palam sat.. sbb mds kitorg kt situ.. so i bought some asrama stuff. Duk uitm palam tu sat je.. dalam.. 5 days and then cuti seminggu before interim starts..the mds was lit, at first i was so scared cus i tot i couldn't make friends. last2 dapat la satu geng! :3 start dgn my roommate kt mds nama dia Tsara(bukan nama sebenar) xD , and then member drpd Ipoh, 2 orang, sorang Ipoh sorg lagi tak ingat, dak Ipoh tu music, sorg lgi Fita... and then ramai lagi ar kwn2 kt mds. tapi kenal sampai situ je >< yg berkawan smpai skrg dak fac sndiri huhuk. I, sorta miss mds.. and then moving on to the next step! first week of interim! was lit af >< kitorg girls music ade 30++ something je, so we were placed on the same floor. bilik sederet haa student music. yg memekak malam2 jamming tu kitorg la tu ><" jerit2 pekik2 ke yea that's us. we're like this, u can move out if you can't handle us xD dahsyat wei. masing2 bwk guitar la, keyboard, amp sekali. fuhh gentle. mmg nmpk dak2 music xD oh ya anyways, i'm in the first class (Class A), sekelas ngn sorg roommate aku. so senang hari2 kitorg gerak sama2.. and alhamdulillah, dalam kelas ni, jumpa la member boek ♥, i made a gang with 3 girls (exclude me) and they are serot, balisha, cato (semua bukan nama sebenar, obviously XD) yea, they are as crazy as me. Alhamdulillah, I managed to find good friends, friends that I can depend on.. they've really been a big help for me ♥ I love them. I really hope we won't be separated. (harap sgt sama kelas sampai habis belajar) >< oh ya. cam ... 4 days before cuti interim start.. (cuti interim sebulan) the dekans announced our major instruments. pahe dak? gini.. tak bermaksud kau interview guitar, kau akan dpt guitar.. tgk nasib la dpt ke tak.. majority guitarists and pianists tak dapat tau dorg punye major instruments. mostly kene tukar. like my friend, serot ni piano sama ngan aku, but dia tak dapat weh :( dia dapat viola..for me i don't mind dapat apa pun, i'll take it as a challenge to learn something new, oh yea i really hoped i get violin/viola/cello .. nak strings sangat2. tapi takpa noh, rezeki aku kat piano.. yea i got classical piano.. memang ramai gile psycho kata classical piano susah. memang la susah, there's nothing easy in this world, semua kene ade usaha baru la rase bende tu senang. i was happy af >< i straight away whatsapped my parents.. they knew i wanted strings more but oh well, dorg okay je ^_^. I looooooooove my parents so much, they understand me, they always support my decisions.. they won't go harsh on me :') they let me decide my own future. yela kalau typical close minded parents confirm tak sapot punya, lagi2 la anak dia before tu sekolah agama XD  oh yeah. sebelum tu, aku rasa seminggu belajar kt situ, aku baru teringat ade budak simpang belajar kat intec tau (our fac is in intec, so secara tak langsung buat us, music students jadi intec students gak ><") YEAAAA I MET MY OLD FRIEND THEREEE, her name is dinot!!!(um.. pndai2 la teka nama sebenar apa) so lepas tau dia study kt intec. I immediately whatsapped here and told her I'm in intec. kitorg jumpa kat cafe and then dia maki 'eh sialla pompuan ni, dh seminggu belajar baru teringat ke sama U) hahahahahah sorry gurl >< first week tu agak tegang bagi aku.. terlupa. oh yea aku dulu sekelas ngn si dinot ni time f4 ngn f5.. so we're close la jugak. now alhamdulillah, pasal kawan takyah risau dah :) dh ade yang stable.. Fuuhhhh lega yal. risau pasal kawan je ><" so yess. tu ajaaa. I hoped everything will be as good as now. aku harap sgt nnti masuk sem 1, Allah mudahkan urusan aku, cus I know, I'm in lower grade so.. I have to struggle more. May He lend me strength to keep moving forward. Pray for my success dearest cool beans as I'll pray yours too :') (syok sendiri ni, ade ke yang baca :') huhuk. ) So, I'll end my story here.. will update as soon as aku ade cerita nk cerita >< hahah. Okay cool beans! stay tuned! Bubye ♥♥

My Bucket List After SPM ♥!

    Assalamualaikum and what's up guysss it's me again. Well, it's been like...3 weeks since I mereput. Yup, dah merdeka since 3 minggu lepas! Cus I'm done with SPM Ayyyyyyy let's nae nae! *nae nae with style. And yeaaaa, sorry for not updating my blog bcus I'm too lazy to do that hah ><! but I'll always keep it updated.. But if you can't find/open my blog's link anymore, it means that I've stopped blogging. Haha I know no one will read this so why should I post? Terasa forever alone sangat buat macam ni :( idk why did I rasa nk buat blog, maybe sesuai dipanggil... not so called private diary. Hah perfect! :* Haha oops! Merepek melampau pula :P


    So, as you can see the title, I'm going to share my bucket list after SPM! Hah nama pun bucket list, dah lamaaa sangat2 la maknanya nak buat semua ni ;) and indeed, lepas SPM lah masa yang paling sesuai nk buat semua ni.. If I didn't go to boarding school, maybe half of them dah buat la kot. haha but yea real freedom is when takyah balik asrama dah yay! (my own definition of freedom, don't judge pls ;*. ) Hah k here it goes


♥ MY BUCKET LIST AFTER SPM ♥

☺ Eat Sushiiii! [ Whole set ] (cus dislike sushi so so so so so much :^|)
☺ Take swimming lessons!
☺ Earn gold division or above [League of Legends]
☺ Dare myself to eat. . . . Kerang! (I hate kerang so much! ergh ><"!)
☺ Meet LoL friends :)
☺ Watch 20 movies a week (sounds insane as hell)
☺ Hangout for 3 days with friends ( YKMI/EXPNS)
☺ Shopping alone! :D!
☺ Buy a piano!!!!! hope i'll get it :/
☺ Do DIYS! (from fav YouTubers exp: JenerationDIY, CutiepieMarzia, Anneorshine, etc)
☺ Bake cool & kawaii sweets from kawaiisweetworld and Rosanna Pansino
☺ Learn how to rap! >< (sounds childish but who cares lol)
☺ Try tutting and dancing! ><! (this one sounds childish too lel)
☺ Start making videos and post it on YouTube! (hah, this has always been a dream, I hope I can :) )
☺ Learn how to cook ! ><  (wajib kut untuk semua anak2 dara hukshuks :P)
☺ Try to style myself with hipster fashion (ahh, quite difficult :\)
☺ Continue your piano class (In shaa Allah, I'll do it very soon :) )
☺ Open instagram shop (sedang diusahakan ya :) )
☺ Finish 20 novels(english) within a month
☺ Skate & roller blade at Extreme Park, Shah Alam :D
☺ Do dance/vocal cover and post it on YouTube :D
☺ FIND AND EAT JAJJANGMYEON! (HIGHLIGHTED TO PRIORITIES #1)
☺ Karaoke non-stop with my mom ♥
☺ Take my mom and dad go jalan2 anywhere :)
☺ WORK (HIGHLIGHTED TO PRIORITIES #2)


    Hah, so that's it. I have total,..25 things to do selama duk rumah ni xD wew sounds super awesome. Haha hoping that I'd accomplish all of the things above! But searching for jajjangmyeon is quite difficult though, anyone who knows where it is sold, please do inform me! Okay I hope you guys enjoy your holidays! Thank you to those rajin bebenor membaca xD hahaahah cam takde je :\ k cy@ when I cy@ ! ciao! Assalamualaikum~~

Bittaufiq wa cik topek ><

Assalamualaikum ! Yo cool beans ♥

Imma make this a short post.. Bcus I'm out of ideas.. xD like suka2 je post.

    First of all, I apologize if I did make you guys (anyone who's reading this) terasa hati, angry, sentap and etc.. I'm sorry if I did terngumpat you guys belakang2, well that's a normal thing to do for girls right? >< Anyways ya I'm sorry. Halalkan everything you guys pernah belanja :') Pray for my success in SPM, In shaa Allah I will never forget to du'a for you guys' success in dunya and akhirah..


     Secondly, I have nothing to say. xD Ey this is the shortest post.. Told ya already I've run out ideas. Anyways someone told me that we can't simply du'a for 10A+'s in SPM, it's better if we just du'a for a success in SPM. Imma say this in bahasa melayu bcus I know melayu je bace ni XD okay sambung. Jangan takut sangat kalau tak ace dlm SPM, Allah's created humans with different capabilities (is this correct,?). Jangan ingat semua orang pro dlam academic. No. You are different from others. Find your real talent and show it off to the world son. Don't ever feel down if you can't do academics well. Tell your parents your real talent otherwise...you're doomed. xD nahh just kiddin. Not so, but meh you won't die though. Just live your life, and follow the flow. Don't worry too much what will happen next. Believe in God's decision ;)

    Okay I think that's it. Jangan lupa tau doakan kejayaan chanad :* ! Sebab chanad tak pernah lupa doa untuk kawan2 dia :* In Shaa Allah.. Papehal your guys' forgiveness are more important ♥ Maafkan aku ya dong? :^) okay wa cau lu, pape roger :*

Will be posting frequently after SPM :* Chiao, Assalamualaikum. !

Life Hacks !

    Assalamualaikum and a very good evening to my loyal blog readersss ( Do I even have one? Lol) And what's up?! I hope you guys are in a good good good condition, if you don't, please please take your medicines :) Okay so, I disappeared again, yes I know you can guess the reason ( unless you didn't read my previous posts....) ya.. plus plus, SPM IS AT THE CORNER ALREADY! I've not much time to post, but I still want to..
    Alrighty! Today, I'd be sharing with you guys some life hacks that maybe will help ease your daily life activities better! Before I start, I'd like to inform you guys that these life hacks are not originally from me, well it's from videos I watched from YouTube!Some of them, I collected them on Facebook and even Instagram! ^_^ But, I know majority of you cool beanies ( damn, it's been a long time since I nicknamed you guys cool beans) had already know the hacks.. So don't judge. :P Okay babes, so here it goes!



▼LIFE HACKS▼

1 - Someone pressed all the buttons in an elevator? Relax, the only way to avoid going to the floors you don't want is by press each buttons twice :D *thumbsup*

2 - If you have an irritating paper cut? Just heal it by applying chapstick/ lip balm.

3 - Use your wrong hand to do small tasks like brushing your teeth, this will force the brain to think differently.

4 - Chewing gums helps you study better, and chewing the same flavor helps you to remember easily.

5 - How to waterproof your shoes? ez, just apply bees wax and we're done! (u can try this on bags or other stuff too!)

6 - Put old newspaper at the bottom of your bin to absord food juices ( avoiding odour )

7 - When travelling, keep a bar of scented soap in the same compartment as your dirty laundry. It'll keep your clothes smelling clean >< *sugoi*

8 - When taking a photo, squint your eyes a bit to make your smile look more genuine ;)

9 - Use a spring from an old pen to keep your charger from bending, or breaking :D (y)

10 - *special*
          Almost finished a jar of nutella? end it with ice cream.

There you go.. 10 life hacks that'll solve your everyday problem.. Actually I don't remember much of the hacks xD I took it from here

http://www.lifehack.org/articles/lifestyle/100-life-hacks-that-make-life-easier.html

I'm a forgetful person, don't judge pls. :P anyways.. Do search life hacks as it'll be super helpful to you.. If you want more, do pay a visit xD to the link above.. or follow @lifehack in instagram for even more life hacks.. That's all for today. CHIAO ! ☺ ♥

I'm back? yay or nay?

Assalamualaikum what is up guyssss it's sykkuno here~! and today we'll be posting some pics loaded with awesomeness~! just kidding ☺ you should check out Sykkuno on YouTube! he's just an amazing LoL Player >< and imma be like *tilts and fall down with drools* ha! ads caught! urgh. awkward moment..... (so awkward that I totally forgot how to blog) Ahhhh never mind ! Hello cool beans~!! Yea, been a long time and I'm starting to get used to it.. and you know, the usual typical reason right? (if you don't, then you suck, jk, check previous posts babe ☺) okay .. so... I've not much to tell... just..in a mood to share some bootiful moments with nature and mother nature.. :P avoid the so unprofessional skills of capturing these boooootiful moments, cus I ain't a photographer, but maybe just a little teeny tiny interest. a bit. Lol. okay, so here it goes... Story of my Life .. #2K16

Ahaha.. tadaaaa~ so majestic morning scene isn't it? I took it with my phone, and it was taken when my dad and I were waiting for the sunrise in Dungun, Terengganu.

NEXTTTTT

*trumpet sound when king arrives* *winks* and yeaaa another typical beach shot. (in my opinion) Haha I don't know how the hell I even thought about taking a picture like this. Well, ideas never ran out! *no edits, only fonts were added* oh yea, it's in Dungun too.

SETERUSNYA! 

Okay this one is normal too. It's just a random sunset shot. I don't know, I'm a type of person who's just too excited or what we say gila teruja everytime I look at beautiful sceneries. Act like the beach is clean ><! this was taken today actually, where my family and I went break fasting somewhere in Pantai Remis, Jeram.

Okay. So, enough with the sceneries. It's time to hop in the next photo category..... which is.... MATES~! as you know, I studied at a boarding school since March 2015. And yes, I met some awesome buddies there! New friends new experience! Total fun 100%!

HERE YOU GO!

 haha! So avoid my super dope face if you can! ☺ if you can't,......... then....... stare me in the eyes and say 'te amo' ...LOL.

just kidding. so these are my current sakai buddies! Been friends for 1 year and 3 months..(I don't whether 3 or 4 months cus I'm ultimately lazy to count, well just this moment)

So, wanna know them more? Hurry up inbox me and I'll give you the prize *demon face* JK, better not. Ahaha. OVER MY DEAD BODY. JK Again. Well, not going to tell ya all about my buddies, well it's a bit public, but if you really wanted to know who they are, just inbox me for real. ☺ (btw, good luck spotting the real #2k16-me-look! 

So, that's all for today! Enjoy your moment and times reading my posts here! (if you do.) If you don't then still enjoy your precious valuable times, because time is gold baby ☺ Stay tuned cus I'll be posting more of photos of nature or,.. with le fwenz ! Oh yea, and happy Ramadhan to all muslim people in this world! May this holy month blessed by God ;) and may the force be with you ☺ !
See ya! Assalamualaikum~! *peace out*

I have no idea ?!

     Assalamualaikum, Hey! What's up cool beans? (it's a cooler word for friends, don't judge, bcus I know it sounds nerd, but who cares) oh and sorry for the long monolog here, I think i'm over reacting? You think so? Nvm. So yes! ☺ I'm back with a new post! 

      Sorry for the long disappeared for a quite long time, I've been super busy since 2016 started, which means i'm now officially an spm candidate. Huh, it sounded harsh, like it's full of stress xD I did exhaled hard as I was typing "an spm candidate". Well, people above me do know how it felt when they were my age (17 yrs old/form 5). Even though 2016 had just reached the early month of February, I felt like it was mid year already. Gosh, you don't know what I've been through.. Work here and there, non-stop school programs, and teachers kept pushing us to finish the syllabus at the end of June/July/August. Could you imagine that? How difficult for us to go through those. But it's okay, I understand that being an spm student, especially when the number of hots questions increased this year, is very difficult. I know, because reaching success is not as simple as reaching a potato chips on a rack. You have to climb tons of ladders, with extra tests like going through poisonous snakes or whatever made it difficult to reach it. Even living your life is not easy as you think. But I took it as a lesson, oh come on, SPM is like once in a lifetime (unless if you refused and took another shot). It doesn't matter if you didn't aced in it, what's more important is the journey. (rehighlight, THE JOURNEY). You been through fun moments during the journey, especially with your friends. You had fun ☺ and yes, you gained life experience. Sounds fun? But you still have to care about your exams ☺ it's for you and your life in Dunya. And In shaa Allah, it saves your in Akhirah. Maybe God didn't give us the things we want; wealthy life, beauty, healthy, etc.. Because He had a better plan than ours ☺ we sit here today , we are planning. The one that decides is one and only Allah. Whatever future you'll face, take it and face it. Maybe you'll get something better at the end. Because not everything is bad, something we do have both good and bad.And everything we been through will improve us, maybe in attitudes, or our behavior and etc.

      So, starting from today, don't ever ever mengeluh as you were been test by Him. Be grateful and always remind yourself that people around you maybe been throught moments that were tougher than yours ☺


Okay cool beans, I hope you learnt your lesson and knows everything happens for a reason :) Okay, i'll end my discussion here, see you guys next time ☺

Farewell and have a blast of 2016 

Short Stories to Share with You Guys ♥

     Assalamualaikum and hello dudez! I'm back for 4 days.. it's now currently haze badly and terribly .. so the goverment gave us a week of holiday :D no school! So I decided to go back home... Okay so right now, I don't think I'm in a mood to share my daily/ weekly/ monthly story to you guys. So i've decided to share with you guys some sad short stories I like ! Hope you enjoyed and take those stories as advice, to make you a better person in the future :) so here it goes..



           1 --> Last Words <--
 

         One day a girl, Sara, who was fifteen years old, came home from school in a very bad mood.      She'd had a fight with her best friend that day and it hadn't turned out well at all.

"Sara!" her mom yelled. "What are you doing? You know to do your chores right when you get home! And you're late!"

"Coming, Mom!" Sara yelled, getting up and stomping towards the kitchen. "What?" she snapped as her mother gave her a stern look, annoyed.

"You'd better straighten up your attitude, young lady," her mom warned, "or you'll be grounded."

"Whatever." Sara began to throw around the dishes in the sink, trying to make as much noise as she possibly could. A plate cracked and cut her hand. Sara cursed.

"Sara!" her mom exclaimed. "How dare you use that language! Go to your room!"

"No!" Sara yelled, throwing down the towel she was using to wipe the blood off her hand. 

"Do you want to say 'no' one more time and see what happens?" her mom asked. She looked furious.

"Sure," Sara said sarcastically. "No."

"How dare you!" Her mother slapped her.

Sara shrank back, staring incredulously at her mom. She had never hit Sara before. 

"I HATE YOU!" Sara screamed before running out of the house.

"Sara, get back here!" her mom yelled, running after her.

"Leave me alone!" Sara screamed, running across the street. "I HATE YOU!" she screamed again. 

She continued running until she heard the sound of screeching tires and a scream. She turned around, hoping that it wouldn't be what she thought it would be....

People were crowding around Sara's mother, who was laying in the middle of the street, looking broken, bloody.

"NOOOO!" Sara screamed, running over and pushing through everyone to kneel by her mom. "Oh no, oh no...."

Her mom wasn't moving or breathing. She was gone. Sara tipped back her head and wailed to the sky, sobbing so hard it hurt.

She couldn't believe the last words she had spoken to her mother were "I hate you".

           2 --> Hospital Windows <--

      Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. And every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one-hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color of the rainbow. Grand old trees graced the landscape, and a fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance. As the man by the window described all this in exquisite detail, the man on the other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine the picturesque scene. One warm afternoon the man by the window described a parade passing by. Although the other man couldn't hear the band - he could see it in his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words. Days and weeks passed. One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep. She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away. As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone. Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the world outside. Finally, he would have the joy of seeing it for himself. He strained to slowly turn to look out the window beside the bed. It faced a blank wall. The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window. The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall. She said, "Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you." 

          3 -- > A Tear to the Eye < --

              Barbara was driving her six-year-old son, Benjamin, to his piano lesson. They were late, and Barbara was beginning to think she should have cancelled it. There was always so much to do, and Barbara, a night-duty nurse at the local hospital, had recently worked extra shifts. She was tired. The sleet storm and icy roads added to her tension. Maybe she should turn the car around. "Mom!" Ben cried. "Look!" Just ahead, a car had lost control on a patch of ice. As Barbara tapped the brakes, the other car spun wildly rolled over, then crashed sideways into a telephone pole. Barbara pulled over, skidded to a stop and threw open her door. Thank goodness she was a nurse - she might be able to help these unfortunate passengers. Then she paused. What about Ben? She couldn't take him with her. Little boys shouldn't see scenes like the one she anticipated. But was it safe to leave him alone? What if their car were hit from behind? For a brief moment Barbara considered going on her way. Someone else was sure to come along. No! "Ben, honey, promise me you'll stay in the car!" "I will, Mommy," he said as she ran, slipping and sliding toward the crash site. It was worse than she'd feared. Two girls of high school age are in the car. One, the blonde on the passenger side, was dead, killed on impact. The driver, however was still breathing. She was unconscious and pinned in the wreckage. Barbara quickly applied pressure to the wound in the teenager's head while her practiced eye catalogued the other injuries. A broken leg, maybe two, along with probable internal bleeding. But if help came soon, the girl would live. A trucker had pulled up and was calling for help on his cellular phone. Soon Barbara heard the ambulance sirens. A few moments later she surrendered her lonely post to rescue workers. "Good job," one said as he examined the driver's wounds. "You probably saved her life, ma'am." Perhaps. But as Barbara walked back to her car a feeling of sadness overwhelmed her, especially for the family of the girl who had died. Their lives would never be the same. Oh God, why do such things have to happen? Slowly Barbara opened her car door. What should she tell Benjamin? He was staring at the crash site, his blue eyes huge. "Mom," he whispered, "did you see it?" "See what, Honey?" she asked. "The angel, Mom! He came down from the sky while you were running to the car. And he opened the door, and he took that girl out." Barbara's eyes filled with tears. "Which door, Ben?" "The passenger side. He took the girl's hand, and they floated up to Heaven together" "What about the driver?" Ben shrugged. "I didn't see anyone else." Later, Barbara was able to meet the families of the victims. They expressed their gratitude for the help she had provided. Barbara was able to give them something more - Ben's vision. There was no way he could have known what happened to either of the passengers. Nor could the passenger door have been opened; Barbara had seen its tangle of immovable steel herself. Yet Ben's account brought consolation to a grieving family. Their daughter was safe in Heaven. And they would see her again.

         4 -- > All the Time in the World < --

             While at the park one day, a woman sat down next to a man on a bench near a playground. "That's my son over there," she said, pointing to a little boy in a red sweater who was gliding down the slide.

"He's a fine looking boy," the man said. "That's my son on the swing in the blue sweater." Then, looking at his watch, he called to his son. "What do you say we go, Todd?"

Todd pleaded, "Just five more minutes, Dad. Please? Just five more minutes." The man nodded and Todd continued to swing to his heart's content.

Minutes passed and the father stood and called again to his son. "Time to go now?"

Again Todd pleaded, "Five more minutes, Dad. Just five more minutes." The man smiled and said, "Okay."

"My, you certainly are a patient father," the woman responded.

The man smiled and then said, "My older son Tommy was killed by a drunk driver last year while he was riding his bike near here. I never spent much time with Tommy and now I'd give anything for just five more minutes with him. I've vowed not to make the same mistake with Todd.

"He thinks he has five more minutes to swing. The truth is . . .
I get five more minutes to watch him play."

       So, thats all for today ☺ hope enjoyed... good bye guys ! goodluck with your lives ! ☺