greetings

 hello and welcome to my 'first' entry! thank you for stopping by, it means a lot to me. i havent been updating due to personal issues (truthfully i forgot i had a blog but still got few personal issues lmao) but anyways, lets cut to the chase, i am aisyah, based in malaysia, a music enthusiast and i sing and draw, occasionally. contents will be strictly about music and arts. here id be posting my sketches/drawings and my thoughts on music that i like to share with yall here! thats all! stay healthy and safe guys love u☻♥ 

I..D..K..

Hello cool beansss!!! ♥♥ whats upppppp hope y'all are in pink of health! actually, today's post is a bit random, bcs i wasn't planning to post anything about my life... oh maybe, a little is enough, but yea, nothing to update much hehe i just miss my blog hehe. 

Okay, before i start with the main topic todei I'd like to share a bit of my life updates? >< so i just finished semester 3! how time flies~ it was fuckin' hectic i tell ya. realllyyy tiring. but phew it has ended. but i still can't cherish my holiday as well as before.. bcus.. i'm afraid my pointer will drop.. haih :( too many difficult subjects, and seeing dem carrymarks cukup2 makan </3 breaks my heart and mind. ah :( i'll never be good in anything. dari zaman sekolah lagi bodoh, masuk uni amek course music ingat bole la kot go sekali bodo jugak :( so useless. but oh well. hopefully i wont fail any subjects. amin :(((

Okay! moving on to da main topic! hehe. takde apa sangat pun sebenarnya ! xD oh! i was actually planning on sharing some sketches,, but tak buat lagi hahahahahha saja nk update awal2 sebab saya gedik xP anyways hehe stay tuned! i'll be uploading tonssss of sketches okay! Byebye >< ♥

Things Are Getting Much Much Better ♥

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ

Assalamualaikum and wazzup geng! xD ♥ hehe blog dah bersawang dah ni, mujur tiba-tiba teringat aku masih ada....blog.. ^^" so ingat nak kemas2 la sikit hihi maaf ya, jangan sangka music student tak busy okaii, it's been soooo hectic these past few months, I didn't even think of updating my blog cus I was busy practicing and studying and etc la. But mostly practice la, ;) But now alhamdulillah, since 3rd semester had just started, I have nothing to do at night la sebab takde assignment berat2 lagi, hehe no reports yet, and this semester I don't think I'd be bringing my digital piano to college, thou I have sooooo many pieces and songs to practice, I still think it's too early to bring the heavy heavyyyyy piano. gila o i think i'd break my spine if i carry it alone, last time i brought it to the topmost floor together with mom k, dude i didnt even ask her to carry it with me :/ she really wanted to help so i mcm okay la bole la, ha sekali kau bawak berdua pun patah segala tulang sendi semua longgar lemah gemalaiii longlai nokkk!! it's frickin heavy! dah la girls' college kan, if i bawak daripada awal semester bole la ask my dad, abang, adik to carry it up together hehe but time tu dah mid semester dah rasanya, :/ i had no choice but to seek help from mom! sorry omma :( i know i burdened you alottttt, i feel at guilt seeing her carry the piano with me since she had knee pain for quite some time ady, thou she said she's fine, i still think she's not, cus sometimes i caught her holding her knees when she drives.. :( i love you momma please get well soon ♥♥♥ 

Alright, before i start, imma apologise bcs this time i won't be writing too long (harapnya lah ekeke) cus it's late ady, i'm currently writing this at 2 am and i have class tomorrow at 8 in the morning! i really wanted to post an entry tonight bcs idk memang nak sangat, bila lagi kan, siang2 i usually have classes till evening, then i'd kill my leisure time with practicing piano sampai malam ,and balik kolej apa lagi, mandi tidur sajaaa la hahah. usually i'd go to bed around 11/12pm lah but today ade kelainan sikit sebab i really feel like it's time to update my bersawangGg BLoG. hihi. so here it goes.

Alhamdulillah, everything went really well this year. My hardworks paid off, and with tawakkal, alhamdulillah semua jalan dengan baik and lancar :) i'm really happy, thou second semester was starting to be a little tough but alhamdulillah, with prayers, patience and efforts, i made it through. :) malam2 tu ada la jugak kan nangis2 stress apa semua, ade major breakdowns once every 3/4 days, tapi semua ni, i went through smoothly with His help. first sem macam boleh lek2 lagi sebenarnya sebab ade 2 subjects tu i dah pernah belajar during piano lessons that i took during 2012-2014. but semester 2, dah start busy sangat, since my piano skill developed really banyak, and i had to accompany quite ramai jugak orang, around 7 people last semester, and all of their pieces/songs were quite a challenge to read, practice, and memorise. but then, i knew deep in myself i can do it, so sebab tu la i brought my piano, that was my extra effort last sem, i practiced till 2 am, then bangun 5 pagi practice again and again till i bole main smoothly. and time accompany tu tipula takde salah, ada jugak haha but alhamdulillah dorang kata okay je, i was the one who overthink. (dorang kata la xD) a few subjects got much much difficult, malaysian music; last semester we learnt to play kompang and wayang kulit, theyre quite easy to master actually, but due to lack of practice (with groups) i kinda screwed it up. :/ yea. i got B grade, it wasnt that bad la cus i was expecting a C+ or B- but alhamdullilah, lecturer baik :). dia tau kitorg kurang practice sebab ade a few classes dia, dia tak datang so we couldn't use the room to practice, kelas sekali je seminggu ha tu yang payah tu. semester baru ni punya malaysian music is really tough, tougher than last semester. tak start lagi class thou dah masuk week 4. risau ni. but i hope everything goes well lah kan..and this sem ade new subject, for pianists, namanya subject piano accompaniment, syllabusnya, each of us (classical pianist) must accompany at least 5 people each semester, starting this sem la kan, and sampai sem 5 maybe.. and salah sorang yg kite accompany tu must be a vocalist. huh shoot, vocalist ni nk accompany a bit difficult lah because we have to know the right techniques to teach a vocalist how to sing with accompany! get it! xD like memang accompanist yang guide soloist pun, tapi vocalist ni tricky sikit la camtu, ni baru week 4 dah ada 6 orang mintak accompany, sorang tu mintak accompany untuk final recital! (she's a senior, last semester punya senior) so yes, things are getting really serious now hahah. but in shaa Allah, i trust myself, i can do it, and i pray to Him agar segalanya dipermudahkan untuk sem ni. :) 

Alhamdulillah sangat2, i really noticed i made really big progresses! in becoming a better pianist :) Last semester, i participated in a master class, taught by a very humble, tutor :) Prof Gilbert, a virtuoso from Belgium ♥ he taught so many techniques and tips to play a classical piece better ! i learnt alot from him ♥ he then invited us to dinner at the Belgium Embassy in KL. soo much fun there! probably would be the first and last time i get to go there :) and another accomplishment for me! occuring this Friday! I would be performing piano trio; which concludes a cellist and a violinist! both of them are from semester 5 (last sem) and i would be the youngest in the team! so ya Allah i am totally nervous! this wd be my first official performance, (orang luar tengok!) harap2 semua berjalan lancar jumaat ni! pray for me :) 

alright that's all for today. ada masa lagi in shaa Allah i'll update again. :) see ya ♥ thank you so much to those who read all the way to the end! hehe i love you ♥ bye ♥

Answering Questions For Fun?! Pt. 2

 Hey, guys, so, let's just straight to the point.


     Today's entry will be about me, answering the 2nd set of questions that I've promised to answer in my previous post. So basically, I found this Q&A pic from whatsapp, I couldn't download the pic properly bcs it was posted by a friend of mine, so instead of asking her for the original pic, I screenshoted it and guess what, shit happened. The pic's sooo badly pixelated, pecah gila. If u guys have trouble reading it, I'm terribly sorry! But if you can, congrats :3. tapi mana yg takleh baca tu jangan push mata baca okay nanti mata rosak! Don't be like me, you'll regret :) So, without further due, let's start!

okay tau ade nama member aku, but abaikan je ok! XD too lazy to crop it out. mampus sana apa aku kesah asal jawab an :3 ok, hereeee it goessss

1. For me, he looks quite handsome, he has the looks but he doesn't like grooming. He's really caring. He'd always comfort me every time I share my problems with him. Even demam pun aku habaq okeh! xD and still, he'd comfort me like he would always do. :) he's really funny! he has good sense of humor! idk if i'm the easily-entertained type of girl, but i'd laugh my ass off everytime he cracks a joke. xD

2.  Accounts? hm, let me list it down xD

 i. Garena

- MemeLolRetard21

- frostblxde

ii. Steam

- frostblxde

iii. Facebook

- Nadia Nur

- Aisyah Nadiah 

iv. Twitter

- @drksprks

v. Instagram

- @drksprks

oh yea I used to have two instagram accs, but I deleted the main one recently for privacy purposes. ;) so my 2nd ig acc are for girls to follow, only girls okeh! 

vi. Google+

- Aisyah Nadiah

- Frost Blade

- Kim Miso

okay ni je list of social media accounts aku ada! xD klu nak add/follow, makesure mention siapa anda and bagaimana anda ketemu account aku! :3

3.  A secret? Hm, I really hate it when people shout kat telinga aku. BINGIT LA BABI. SAKIT.

4. I don't have a boyfriend, nor crush. So, nahhh. :D

5. to Bangladesh: ha scm2

6.  IDK, I used to watch runningman, but now jarang gila. like setahun sekali kot. So atm I'd answer nope, I don't have one.

7. ADVENTURE TIME AND GUMBALL! I JUST LIKE THE CHARACTERS BEING QUIRKY! I LIKE THEIR STORY LINE! mcm syok gila la. and the animations too. very cute!

8. idk this one too, cus i laugh a lot. korang ckp sikit je aku gelak. ==' 

9.  wish list? 

♥ Nak jadi muslim, anak, student yang solehah!

♥ Spend more time with Him

♥ Spend more time on piano! ;-; 

♥ ALL SEM 4 FLAT ( AMINKAN LAAAA)

♥  RAJIN BELAJOOOO AND STUDYYY ( AMINKAN JUGAAA)

♥ All sg skins! >< except ezreal cus I don't play him tht much.

♥ DJ SONA

♥ nak rank gold kt LoL T-T

♥ Harajuku shopping!!!

♥ Buy tonsss of skincare kat innisfree, the body shop and byWishtrend ~.~

♥ travel around the world alone!

♥ buy steinwayandsons piano using my own money!

♥ a professional pianist wannabe

♥ my own tab so that I can play VOEZ dgn puasssnyaaa xD

♥ clear skin and perfect body!

ok tu je kot, if ada apa-apa tambahan i'd just edit the post x3

10. back in 2012, first day daftar form 1, dalam kelas 1 Wardah. The first time I see him, my mind cakap 'eh benci sia mamat ni pandang2' and turned out I fell for him hard afterwards.

11.  Sleeping in arabic language class. Then the ustazah called out my name and asked me to sit at her place. shitzz sgt sbb time tu ngantuk gile, so dgn selambanya duk tempat dia tongkat dagu tgk dia ajar. then a few hours after that i realised that i wasn't giving a single fuck about it. lantak la member2 nk cakap apa, aku ngantuk do. anyways aku dapat B+ for arabic language. 

12. and 13. takde kot. lol.

14. everytime I am alone with my roommate sorang ni, awkward gila sial, kekadang dia cerita benda pelik2 so taktau nk gelak ke nak apa. 

15. "The more you care, the more you'll be hurt"

16. I have no problem with that, but the gap must be lower than 12 years. If you're marrying a guy who's 12 yrs++ above u then i'd consider u marry ur own father. LOL. takleh do klu tua sgt, rasa cam dia pedo/ or me pedo ! XD but kalau dah jodoh, i have no problem at all with age gap. 

17.  I feel.. empty. I don't feel anything. I'm totally relaxed. 

18.  'jika hanya mimpi saja cara bertemu, maka jangan pernah cuba kejutkan aku'

19. yep. it was heartbreaking af.

20. it's a must if you're really desperate. c'mon, tak semua org baik. you can't be good all the time, jangan bendul sangat okay! 

21. dun get it. explain further

22. nope. imma act the way i am on socmed. no fake shits.

23. haha ni bole pm!

24. tak ingat sia. ke tak pernah lagi hahha xD

25. the day when i went baraan with my classmates, naik motor sama2, i knew my parents won't allow me to bonceng with my friends, but still i forced them to say yes jugak, and after my dad said yes, naik la ngn kwn sorg ni, b4 bonceng ngn dia, dia dah warning awal2 motor dia selalu mati sndiri, and i was like, aw nahh i have no prob with dat. and then naik laa, time tgh cross jalan besar nak gi kampung seberang, TIBA2 THE MOTOR DIED. IN THE MIDDLE OF THE BIG ROAD. Alhamdulillah sgt2 time tu takde kereta or apa, tengah lengang ar, but still trauma sial. dah la first time bonceng ngn orang jauh2. tetiba jadi camni, nampak tak sebenarnya my parents tak redha :), so i've learnt my lesson., no means no. you know dorang dlm hati tak bagi even mulut cakap bagi. tak redha tau namanya tu!

26.  yep i did!

27. uhm, no? and who the fuck is that.

28. no i dont. cus i dont feel like doing it.

29. Honestly, aku tak suka orang berselindung dengan perasaan dorang. just be straight forward. suka cakap suka. benci cakap benci. be honest with me, i'm okay with that. just. pls. don't lie to your feelings.

30. aha typical ''alamak cikgu, sorry sangat2, saya dh siap dh, tpi tertinggal pulakkk kat rumah. hadui sorry cikgu'' 3:)

31. MY FORUM PERFORMANCE. SOOOO NOT READYYYYYYY , SO NERVOUSSSSS HAIHHHH KENAPALAH NAMA ATAS2, ASAL NAMA A JE MESTI START DLU HAIH THE WORLD IS SO UNFAIRRRR.

32. perfect date? tah. kalau rasa semua smooth je, means it's a perfect date lah.

33. YASSSS OF COURSE!

34. 4! 2 BOYS AND 2 GALSSS

35. not exactly a phobia la, but i'd consider it as phobia. idk. i'm scared of roads. lagi2 busy roads. idk, i'd panic kalau nak cross ke...haih idk why.

36. tanya mee!

37. 

1. takut gelap gelita, i love sitting in the dark, but kene ada cahaya, 

2. takut mak marah hahahahha. 

3. lagi takut kalau tetiba abah marah haahaha

4. scared of my principle study class. taktau do, not exactly takut la, but i feel really nervous everytime nak kelas.

5. scared of heavy rains+thunders

38. malas nk buat. kalau rajin aku edit balik je okeh xD

39. no.

40. nope. penat.

okay tu je, malas nk buat outro, cy@ !

 

Answering Questions For Fun?!?!

Assalamualaikum and hello cool beans! >< I'm back as soon as I could. (the truth is.. I'm bored ._. dats y I decided to post something) xD Alright! Sooooo. Yes, as u can see the title, I'd be answering TONS OF QUESTIONS that I found quite fun to answer today.By TONS OF QUESTIONS, I'd be answering up to 100++ maybe. If you guys are interested to read, then proceed, if not, ya guys can skip my blog >< so now i've soooo many free time, alang2 bosan ni, terasa nak jawab semua.Ye do I think ya guys would do the same thing sebab pisyunk sangat cuti lama-lama kat rumah taktau nk buat apa. Takde nak buat apa kt rumah baik jawab soalan hat ni >< Hilang la jugak bosan..



     Okay.. so proceed to the questions.. I've found 2 sets of questions. Yesss, 2 sets. mcm spm kan. the first set is a thread that I've found on Twitter.. find it quite fun to answer, so I copied the tweet's link.. thanks to da gal who made the thread lah sebab rajin sgt2 buat thread serba seronok ni >< click here to go the gal's twitter account.. and the thread's link, click di sini! so if you guys bosan... update la blog cite pasal thread tu, serious talk mesti seronok! >< okay! ... without further due, shall I start!?!?

1ST SET OF QUESTIONS!

ok guys imma answer this pic by pic okay. nnti klu kumpulkan jawapan setempat pening nk refer. hehek. so I'm starting in 3........2.........1....... *whistle sound*

1. Aisyah, Chanad, Nadiah.

2. 12/15 instead of 18. smh =,=

3. No. morality do exist in each one of us. But, religion lah yang lagi mantapkan morality kita. Okay?

4. Pfth. No. I live by the quote 'Don't judge a book by it's cover'

5. HAHAHAHA. NO. 

6. Nope, i'm full.

7. " okay. it's getting late, I should go sleep now.''

8. @mom, @dad, @friends @bigfamily

9. Yea. maybe.

10. easy to say, hard to do. bcs they're lazy. they aren't aware of what are they doing rn has nothing to do at all with their words. 

11.  dok pahe. HAHAHHA

12. @my 13 y/o cousin who'd be dressin even if her mom told her they're only going to the fish market. smh

13.  OF COURSE NOT! I CANNOT FOCUS TWO CONVERS AT ONE TIME CUS EVEN THO I HAVE 2 EARS. nah i dont think im the only one.

14. he's really cute teeth, cute smile! I just can't get over his smile. His hair's a bit off but I still find him cute af!!! He's slightly taller and darker than me. His birthday is on Nov 22nd. I love looking at his efforts to chat with me. Really cute. 

15. Friendly, knows the right time to behave and be crazy, supportive, kuat iman and agama, the ones who always remind me to pray, not hypocrite, knows how to give advice when I need em.

16. YES. 

17. Imma hold it all in. :)

18. Heck no. Im all good :)

19. No. :)

20. Because I'm not ready for a bf yet, I need time to heal this heart break.

21. Sure! Am doin it rite now! <3

22. yes. in my opinion, money wd do the trick xD

23. YES IT IS.

24. No. I don't.

25. Who understands me. Always free his time to talk to me. Care for me. Romantic and sweet. Jaga solat and agama. Non-smoker. Prioritize me more than his friends, but not more than his family. Hardworking. Has sense of humor, cus I really find guys attractive when they know how to make me laugh. 

26. aaa. nope.

27. I'll make it as an everyday to-do list. so that they'd be used to do it.

28. Imma purse music till I reach the top of the world.

29. YEAH I DID. HORRIBLE AS FUCK.

30. Sagittarius ♥

31. I do feel like that.. sometimes.

32. KOREA/JAPAN YASSS

33. Stop doing it. and imma make the 'someone' realise his/her mistake oso. 

34. NO ABSOLUTELY NOT CUS SHE'S MY EX-BPMATE ♥ But i'd say she's crazy.

35. wtf. imma totally dump him. LOL. i aint dating a catfish.

36. RUNNING MAN. i was a big fan of em.

37. nope.

38. YEA. it hurtz as fuck. it took me 4 years to move on. he was my first love.

39. (to the tweeter) YES ><

40. @drksprks

41. only a few.

42. those who ask everyone for answer are quitters. they don't even want to work on searching for it. or. some of them did work on it but they gave up, which considered as quitters too.

43. because they haven't been treated badly yet.

44. i resemble both, mom and dad :3

45. I'd do things I like, gaming, singing, drawing, eat, colouring, dance, play piano :) It helps a lot. Or i'd sit with my mom and she'll do the trick.

46. Depends la. kalau ade orang ajak keluar, i go out, if not, then i'd stay home.

47. YES. But i'd say no words. I just like to know what's in his phone. i'd only get mad to him if the content irritates me like shit.

48. yes i do.

49. Insecure i guess, because then you realise you cant be the best in the world. you can just be the best for yourself. 

50. Yes. sometimes they do. just so they can do it.

51. not an american, and i'm under aged. so not gon say a word bout it xD

52. what a good question! but i'm not into it that much. as long as i can make friends with em and stay positive and im all good!

53. NO. NOPE. NEVER.

54. @everyone who feels like they're unworthy, 'imperfect' and etc yg berkaitan dgnnya.

55. HAHA I'D REPLY IN DMS, FUCK YOU!

56. I'd share both. but I'd hide my sad thoughts more than happy thoughts. cus I don't want people to menyemak dalam masalah peribadi aku. or tak suka org bersedih sekali dengan aku. i dont want to be the reason why other people feel sad.

57.  masliza. AHAHAHA. 

58. SOO MANY. why twitter has a bug that hides my pinned tweet?! why bother working at a restaurant if you guys don't want to wipe/ clean up the tables?! why my shoe size always ran out of stock?! especially yang kasut aku betul2 suka! ;-;. i really cannot brain those people who thought being considerate to others are wasting their time/money. OMG. WHERE R UR SENSE OF HUMANITY?!? 

59. Nope. sometimes it doesn't. but im okay with that.

60. warm hearted.

61. Yep, i can, i'm facing it right now.

62. No, but, there is something similar to meditate, in fact, it's much more calm than meditating, it's called, Solat. 

63. idk man. i just feel like living. and i don't feel like dying/killing myself.

64. Success, is a dream that you want it to be real. 

65. yes. of course!

66. expectation: outdoor person. reality: indoor person ;3

67. it'll work if couples are loyal to each other, be honest about everything. 

68. yup. i do.

69. depends on situation.

70. HUGE. HUGE AS FUCK I CANNOT GODDAMN RATE MAYBE 8589465494%?

71. i do. LOL.

72. no we don't. we'll live 2 times. now is my first time, the 2nd time would be at alam barzakh, the realm of the after death. 

73. because i am not the good example of myself.? LOL. 

74. i've created a League of Legends fanart. yea. i drew star guardian soraka today, cus dat skin is pretty af!

75. YUP. XD. but one day, i'd make people feel like that. from mine :3

LAST BUT NOT LEAST..

76. accepting lgbt in society. sorry. i don't go with something that's against islam's law.

okay. that's all for today! I'd be sharing the 2nd set of questions next time cus i'm tired! please, no hate cus i'm answering this BASE ON MY OPINION. AND DIFFERENT PEOPLE HAVE DIFFERENT OPINIONS. YOU AINT TRASH TALKIN TO ME CUS I DIDN'T FOLLOW YOUR OPINION. okay so cy@ ! ☺♥ BIG THANKYOU AND CLAPS TO THOSE WHO READ THE WHOLE Q&A. I LOVE YOU AND UR SACRIFICE. ♥♥♥♥  annyeong cool beans, stay tuned ♥ XOXOXOOOXOXOXOXOOOOXXXXOOOOO

Updates Bout Ma Life

Ssup cool beans. It's rly been a while. Sorry, it's not that I don't have time to update. I just feel lazy af.. since dh sambung belajar!!! >< tada~ dh sambung belajar yall, aisyah dh besar! :D So, since ade cuti sebulan ni.. I've decided to post lah.. saje kumpul banyak2 cite.. kan best article panjang2 daripada sikit2 cenonet. Oh yes. so.. imma begin my story in 3.......2.......1........ :D



      My previous post ade cakap psl bucket list after SPM kan? well guess what. 90% tak buat pun HAHAHAHAHA. but still dlm wish list jugak la. sbb skrg pun kire 'lepas SPM' kan? ^^ so ya been working on it. Okay so gini, I did applied for work, kerja kt Petronas area aku la.. and alhamdulillah. dpt... so i worked there for 3 months starting from 1st Jan, yes, hari pertama dh triple huhek. tapi anda silap besar jika anda fikir gaji saya masyuk! tidakkkk sama sekali ya. so nk cite la. jadi cashier ni.. kene pandai congak. alhamdulillah berkat amek tusyen kt skola dulu + cikgu maths simpang mmg boek. saya pandailah congak. if x reti congak, bawaklah calculator iyaaaa. my mom slalu pesan klu nk bagi change kt customer kira elok2, hati2, buat 2/3 kali bru bagi. jangan gopoh2, the customer can wait lor, chill :3 okey nk cite kenapa gaji x masyuk ni sebab. short cam babi. hari2 -20 mati la aku. i was like dehek. mcm mana boleh short hari2 ni. even though dh kira baki byk kali.. still short. so i've decided to do an investigation.. and guess what. tat ta naaa~~~ boss2 tu la yg buat aku short. ok boss ni cite lain pulak. usually, satu gas station.. mesti la sorg je kan majikannya. tapi di sini, TIDAKKK SAMA SEKALI YA. majikannya... ada.. 4 la kot. ok aku nk cite. petronas ni firsttt skali kepunyaan seorang hamba Allah yg bernama Sarep(bukan nama sebenar). and then he died. but before he died, he actually wanted to bagi his kids jaga. but time tu his kids were still young, so he had to serahkan gas station tu to his sibs. ade 2 orang. and then aft years passed. bru la anak2 dia jaga petronas tu, BUT. the old bosses won't let go oso. so agak.. complicated di situ. so skrg ade 4 bosses kan which are Samdul(anak first arwah boss), Muslim(anak ke 5/6 kot. diserahkan kt dia sbb dia ade ilmu business XD), 3rd boss, Bernab(adik 2nd arwah boss) and Nazim(adik 3rd boss) there u go! 4 bosses all together. but. nazim ni ade.. dlm 4 anak au, currently studying, but at the same time, they got paid too. PELIK KAN, they got paid 900 a month. dorg dh la x slalu keje situ, sejam seminggu je kot. tapi dibayar lagi tinggi drpd kitorg yg keje 8 jam kt situ. memang kimak. (pardon my curse words, i'm pissed af) and even aku dah behenti pun, they still continue buat cmni. srsly la, they'd go bankrupt camni. dgn sistem dorg cam taik. ahh mls nk cite dh. so yeah dh 3 bulan kt situ cukup la bagi pengajaran kt aku.. aku xleh keje situ dah xD. NOOPE. NEVAH. EVAH.



     Oh ya, dapat result SPM time 16/3 ritu. time tu still keje lagi ar. since my school is a bit far drpd rumah, mintak cuti ar and alhamdulillah DAPAT YALL AYYY NAE NAE xD Alhamdulillah, dapat okey je. tak expect dapat byk cmtu, cus i rly nubz af. okay ar, cukup syarat klu nk mohon course yg aku suka. ya guys know kan i studied kat mana.. sekolah agama.. and guess wht did i put first choice? xD MUSIC! idgaf lah org nk cakap apa. reason why i chose music bcus i like music sangat2. it reflects my soul. Other than that, sebab it's not as complicated as other courses (ni tanggapan paling salah sekali!)and the third reason sebab senang nk apply since i have basic music knowledge and.. stable SPM results. so a big chance dpt la. and alhamdoooolillah, dapat :) rezeki Allah tu luas, memang bersyukur dapat. rasa takut gila kot x dpt sbb i really screwed up the interview xD i played like shit, and everything lah like shit, but as i said, rezeki Dia luas.. :) so.. msa dapat tu you had nooo idea how happy i was. nampak je the word 'tahniah' terus melompat and jerit cam taik >< and i went straight to my mom and told her the happy news >< and then my dad balik he was like 'wow, dapat syah... bestnyeee belajar music' >< yeaaa. Everyone didn't expect i get it, yela sebab ramai gila kot yang hebat2, gifted2, and then there's my name >< omg happy gilossss. so since dh dpt.. 21/5 tu masuk uitm palam sat.. sbb mds kitorg kt situ.. so i bought some asrama stuff. Duk uitm palam tu sat je.. dalam.. 5 days and then cuti seminggu before interim starts..the mds was lit, at first i was so scared cus i tot i couldn't make friends. last2 dapat la satu geng! :3 start dgn my roommate kt mds nama dia Tsara(bukan nama sebenar) xD , and then member drpd Ipoh, 2 orang, sorang Ipoh sorg lagi tak ingat, dak Ipoh tu music, sorg lgi Fita... and then ramai lagi ar kwn2 kt mds. tapi kenal sampai situ je >< yg berkawan smpai skrg dak fac sndiri huhuk. I, sorta miss mds.. and then moving on to the next step! first week of interim! was lit af >< kitorg girls music ade 30++ something je, so we were placed on the same floor. bilik sederet haa student music. yg memekak malam2 jamming tu kitorg la tu ><" jerit2 pekik2 ke yea that's us. we're like this, u can move out if you can't handle us xD dahsyat wei. masing2 bwk guitar la, keyboard, amp sekali. fuhh gentle. mmg nmpk dak2 music xD oh ya anyways, i'm in the first class (Class A), sekelas ngn sorg roommate aku. so senang hari2 kitorg gerak sama2.. and alhamdulillah, dalam kelas ni, jumpa la member boek ♥, i made a gang with 3 girls (exclude me) and they are serot, balisha, cato (semua bukan nama sebenar, obviously XD) yea, they are as crazy as me. Alhamdulillah, I managed to find good friends, friends that I can depend on.. they've really been a big help for me ♥ I love them. I really hope we won't be separated. (harap sgt sama kelas sampai habis belajar) >< oh ya. cam ... 4 days before cuti interim start.. (cuti interim sebulan) the dekans announced our major instruments. pahe dak? gini.. tak bermaksud kau interview guitar, kau akan dpt guitar.. tgk nasib la dpt ke tak.. majority guitarists and pianists tak dapat tau dorg punye major instruments. mostly kene tukar. like my friend, serot ni piano sama ngan aku, but dia tak dapat weh :( dia dapat viola..for me i don't mind dapat apa pun, i'll take it as a challenge to learn something new, oh yea i really hoped i get violin/viola/cello .. nak strings sangat2. tapi takpa noh, rezeki aku kat piano.. yea i got classical piano.. memang ramai gile psycho kata classical piano susah. memang la susah, there's nothing easy in this world, semua kene ade usaha baru la rase bende tu senang. i was happy af >< i straight away whatsapped my parents.. they knew i wanted strings more but oh well, dorg okay je ^_^. I looooooooove my parents so much, they understand me, they always support my decisions.. they won't go harsh on me :') they let me decide my own future. yela kalau typical close minded parents confirm tak sapot punya, lagi2 la anak dia before tu sekolah agama XD  oh yeah. sebelum tu, aku rasa seminggu belajar kt situ, aku baru teringat ade budak simpang belajar kat intec tau (our fac is in intec, so secara tak langsung buat us, music students jadi intec students gak ><") YEAAAA I MET MY OLD FRIEND THEREEE, her name is dinot!!!(um.. pndai2 la teka nama sebenar apa) so lepas tau dia study kt intec. I immediately whatsapped here and told her I'm in intec. kitorg jumpa kat cafe and then dia maki 'eh sialla pompuan ni, dh seminggu belajar baru teringat ke sama U) hahahahahah sorry gurl >< first week tu agak tegang bagi aku.. terlupa. oh yea aku dulu sekelas ngn si dinot ni time f4 ngn f5.. so we're close la jugak. now alhamdulillah, pasal kawan takyah risau dah :) dh ade yang stable.. Fuuhhhh lega yal. risau pasal kawan je ><" so yess. tu ajaaa. I hoped everything will be as good as now. aku harap sgt nnti masuk sem 1, Allah mudahkan urusan aku, cus I know, I'm in lower grade so.. I have to struggle more. May He lend me strength to keep moving forward. Pray for my success dearest cool beans as I'll pray yours too :') (syok sendiri ni, ade ke yang baca :') huhuk. ) So, I'll end my story here.. will update as soon as aku ade cerita nk cerita >< hahah. Okay cool beans! stay tuned! Bubye ♥♥

My Bucket List After SPM ♥!

    Assalamualaikum and what's up guysss it's me again. Well, it's been like...3 weeks since I mereput. Yup, dah merdeka since 3 minggu lepas! Cus I'm done with SPM Ayyyyyyy let's nae nae! *nae nae with style. And yeaaaa, sorry for not updating my blog bcus I'm too lazy to do that hah ><! but I'll always keep it updated.. But if you can't find/open my blog's link anymore, it means that I've stopped blogging. Haha I know no one will read this so why should I post? Terasa forever alone sangat buat macam ni :( idk why did I rasa nk buat blog, maybe sesuai dipanggil... not so called private diary. Hah perfect! :* Haha oops! Merepek melampau pula :P


    So, as you can see the title, I'm going to share my bucket list after SPM! Hah nama pun bucket list, dah lamaaa sangat2 la maknanya nak buat semua ni ;) and indeed, lepas SPM lah masa yang paling sesuai nk buat semua ni.. If I didn't go to boarding school, maybe half of them dah buat la kot. haha but yea real freedom is when takyah balik asrama dah yay! (my own definition of freedom, don't judge pls ;*. ) Hah k here it goes


♥ MY BUCKET LIST AFTER SPM ♥

☺ Eat Sushiiii! [ Whole set ] (cus dislike sushi so so so so so much :^|)
☺ Take swimming lessons!
☺ Earn gold division or above [League of Legends]
☺ Dare myself to eat. . . . Kerang! (I hate kerang so much! ergh ><"!)
☺ Meet LoL friends :)
☺ Watch 20 movies a week (sounds insane as hell)
☺ Hangout for 3 days with friends ( YKMI/EXPNS)
☺ Shopping alone! :D!
☺ Buy a piano!!!!! hope i'll get it :/
☺ Do DIYS! (from fav YouTubers exp: JenerationDIY, CutiepieMarzia, Anneorshine, etc)
☺ Bake cool & kawaii sweets from kawaiisweetworld and Rosanna Pansino
☺ Learn how to rap! >< (sounds childish but who cares lol)
☺ Try tutting and dancing! ><! (this one sounds childish too lel)
☺ Start making videos and post it on YouTube! (hah, this has always been a dream, I hope I can :) )
☺ Learn how to cook ! ><  (wajib kut untuk semua anak2 dara hukshuks :P)
☺ Try to style myself with hipster fashion (ahh, quite difficult :\)
☺ Continue your piano class (In shaa Allah, I'll do it very soon :) )
☺ Open instagram shop (sedang diusahakan ya :) )
☺ Finish 20 novels(english) within a month
☺ Skate & roller blade at Extreme Park, Shah Alam :D
☺ Do dance/vocal cover and post it on YouTube :D
☺ FIND AND EAT JAJJANGMYEON! (HIGHLIGHTED TO PRIORITIES #1)
☺ Karaoke non-stop with my mom ♥
☺ Take my mom and dad go jalan2 anywhere :)
☺ WORK (HIGHLIGHTED TO PRIORITIES #2)


    Hah, so that's it. I have total,..25 things to do selama duk rumah ni xD wew sounds super awesome. Haha hoping that I'd accomplish all of the things above! But searching for jajjangmyeon is quite difficult though, anyone who knows where it is sold, please do inform me! Okay I hope you guys enjoy your holidays! Thank you to those rajin bebenor membaca xD hahaahah cam takde je :\ k cy@ when I cy@ ! ciao! Assalamualaikum~~