Wednesday 26 December 2018

I..D..K..

Hello cool beansss!!! ♥♥ whats upppppp hope y'all are in pink of health! actually, today's post is a bit random, bcs i wasn't planning to post anything about my life... oh maybe, a little is enough, but yea, nothing to update much hehe i just miss my blog hehe. 

Okay, before i start with the main topic todei I'd like to share a bit of my life updates? >< so i just finished semester 3! how time flies~ it was fuckin' hectic i tell ya. realllyyy tiring. but phew it has ended. but i still can't cherish my holiday as well as before.. bcus.. i'm afraid my pointer will drop.. haih :( too many difficult subjects, and seeing dem carrymarks cukup2 makan </3 breaks my heart and mind. ah :( i'll never be good in anything. dari zaman sekolah lagi bodoh, masuk uni amek course music ingat bole la kot go sekali bodo jugak :( so useless. but oh well. hopefully i wont fail any subjects. amin :(((


Okay! moving on to da main topic! hehe. takde apa sangat pun sebenarnya ! xD oh! i was actually planning on sharing some sketches,, but tak buat lagi hahahahahha saja nk update awal2 sebab saya gedik xP anyways hehe stay tuned! i'll be uploading tonssss of sketches okay! Byebye >< ♥


Monday 24 September 2018

Things Are Getting Much Much Better ♥


بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ



Assalamualaikum and wazzup geng! xD ♥ hehe blog dah bersawang dah ni, mujur tiba-tiba teringat aku masih ada....blog.. ^^" so ingat nak kemas2 la sikit hihi maaf ya, jangan sangka music student tak busy okaii, it's been soooo hectic these past few months, I didn't even think of updating my blog cus I was busy practicing and studying and etc la. But mostly practice la, ;) But now alhamdulillah, since 3rd semester had just started, I have nothing to do at night la sebab takde assignment berat2 lagi, hehe no reports yet, and this semester I don't think I'd be bringing my digital piano to college, thou I have sooooo many pieces and songs to practice, I still think it's too early to bring the heavy heavyyyyy piano. gila o i think i'd break my spine if i carry it alone, last time i brought it to the topmost floor together with mom k, dude i didnt even ask her to carry it with me :/ she really wanted to help so i mcm okay la bole la, ha sekali kau bawak berdua pun patah segala tulang sendi semua longgar lemah gemalaiii longlai nokkk!! it's frickin heavy! dah la girls' college kan, if i bawak daripada awal semester bole la ask my dad, abang, adik to carry it up together hehe but time tu dah mid semester dah rasanya, :/ i had no choice but to seek help from mom! sorry omma :( i know i burdened you alottttt, i feel at guilt seeing her carry the piano with me since she had knee pain for quite some time ady, thou she said she's fine, i still think she's not, cus sometimes i caught her holding her knees when she drives.. :( i love you momma please get well soon ♥♥♥ 


Alright, before i start, imma apologise bcs this time i won't be writing too long (harapnya lah ekeke) cus it's late ady, i'm currently writing this at 2 am and i have class tomorrow at 8 in the morning! i really wanted to post an entry tonight bcs idk memang nak sangat, bila lagi kan, siang2 i usually have classes till evening, then i'd kill my leisure time with practicing piano sampai malam ,and balik kolej apa lagi, mandi tidur sajaaa la hahah. usually i'd go to bed around 11/12pm lah but today ade kelainan sikit sebab i really feel like it's time to update my bersawangGg BLoG. hihi. so here it goes.


Alhamdulillah, everything went really well this year. My hardworks paid off, and with tawakkal, alhamdulillah semua jalan dengan baik and lancar :) i'm really happy, thou second semester was starting to be a little tough but alhamdulillah, with prayers, patience and efforts, i made it through. :) malam2 tu ada la jugak kan nangis2 stress apa semua, ade major breakdowns once every 3/4 days, tapi semua ni, i went through smoothly with His help. first sem macam boleh lek2 lagi sebenarnya sebab ade 2 subjects tu i dah pernah belajar during piano lessons that i took during 2012-2014. but semester 2, dah start busy sangat, since my piano skill developed really banyak, and i had to accompany quite ramai jugak orang, around 7 people last semester, and all of their pieces/songs were quite a challenge to read, practice, and memorise. but then, i knew deep in myself i can do it, so sebab tu la i brought my piano, that was my extra effort last sem, i practiced till 2 am, then bangun 5 pagi practice again and again till i bole main smoothly. and time accompany tu tipula takde salah, ada jugak haha but alhamdulillah dorang kata okay je, i was the one who overthink. (dorang kata la xD) a few subjects got much much difficult, malaysian music; last semester we learnt to play kompang and wayang kulit, theyre quite easy to master actually, but due to lack of practice (with groups) i kinda screwed it up. :/ yea. i got B grade, it wasnt that bad la cus i was expecting a C+ or B- but alhamdullilah, lecturer baik :). dia tau kitorg kurang practice sebab ade a few classes dia, dia tak datang so we couldn't use the room to practice, kelas sekali je seminggu ha tu yang payah tu. semester baru ni punya malaysian music is really tough, tougher than last semester. tak start lagi class thou dah masuk week 4. risau ni. but i hope everything goes well lah kan..and this sem ade new subject, for pianists, namanya subject piano accompaniment, syllabusnya, each of us (classical pianist) must accompany at least 5 people each semester, starting this sem la kan, and sampai sem 5 maybe.. and salah sorang yg kite accompany tu must be a vocalist. huh shoot, vocalist ni nk accompany a bit difficult lah because we have to know the right techniques to teach a vocalist how to sing with accompany! get it! xD like memang accompanist yang guide soloist pun, tapi vocalist ni tricky sikit la camtu, ni baru week 4 dah ada 6 orang mintak accompany, sorang tu mintak accompany untuk final recital! (she's a senior, last semester punya senior) so yes, things are getting really serious now hahah. but in shaa Allah, i trust myself, i can do it, and i pray to Him agar segalanya dipermudahkan untuk sem ni. :) 

Alhamdulillah sangat2, i really noticed i made really big progresses! in becoming a better pianist :) Last semester, i participated in a master class, taught by a very humble, tutor :) Prof Gilbert, a virtuoso from Belgium ♥ he taught so many techniques and tips to play a classical piece better ! i learnt alot from him ♥ he then invited us to dinner at the Belgium Embassy in KL. soo much fun there! probably would be the first and last time i get to go there :) and another accomplishment for me! occuring this Friday! I would be performing piano trio; which concludes a cellist and a violinist! both of them are from semester 5 (last sem) and i would be the youngest in the team! so ya Allah i am totally nervous! this wd be my first official performance, (orang luar tengok!) harap2 semua berjalan lancar jumaat ni! pray for me :) 



alright that's all for today. ada masa lagi in shaa Allah i'll update again. :) see ya ♥ thank you so much to those who read all the way to the end! hehe i love you ♥ bye ♥