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     Assalamualaikum, Hey! What's up cool beans? (it's a cooler word for friends, don't judge, bcus I know it sounds nerd, but who cares) oh and sorry for the long monolog here, I think i'm over reacting? You think so? Nvm. So yes! ☺ I'm back with a new post! 

      Sorry for the long disappeared for a quite long time, I've been super busy since 2016 started, which means i'm now officially an spm candidate. Huh, it sounded harsh, like it's full of stress xD I did exhaled hard as I was typing "an spm candidate". Well, people above me do know how it felt when they were my age (17 yrs old/form 5). Even though 2016 had just reached the early month of February, I felt like it was mid year already. Gosh, you don't know what I've been through.. Work here and there, non-stop school programs, and teachers kept pushing us to finish the syllabus at the end of June/July/August. Could you imagine that? How difficult for us to go through those. But it's okay, I understand that being an spm student, especially when the number of hots questions increased this year, is very difficult. I know, because reaching success is not as simple as reaching a potato chips on a rack. You have to climb tons of ladders, with extra tests like going through poisonous snakes or whatever made it difficult to reach it. Even living your life is not easy as you think. But I took it as a lesson, oh come on, SPM is like once in a lifetime (unless if you refused and took another shot). It doesn't matter if you didn't aced in it, what's more important is the journey. (rehighlight, THE JOURNEY). You been through fun moments during the journey, especially with your friends. You had fun ☺ and yes, you gained life experience. Sounds fun? But you still have to care about your exams ☺ it's for you and your life in Dunya. And In shaa Allah, it saves your in Akhirah. Maybe God didn't give us the things we want; wealthy life, beauty, healthy, etc.. Because He had a better plan than ours ☺ we sit here today , we are planning. The one that decides is one and only Allah. Whatever future you'll face, take it and face it. Maybe you'll get something better at the end. Because not everything is bad, something we do have both good and bad.And everything we been through will improve us, maybe in attitudes, or our behavior and etc.

      So, starting from today, don't ever ever mengeluh as you were been test by Him. Be grateful and always remind yourself that people around you maybe been throught moments that were tougher than yours ☺


Okay cool beans, I hope you learnt your lesson and knows everything happens for a reason :) Okay, i'll end my discussion here, see you guys next time ☺

Farewell and have a blast of 2016